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Party at my place!
Friday, October 16, 2009, 6:46 AM
4 people came over my place today:
sengie,sabby,aidah and ayu came latest ^-^
.
so the girls brought cards, dvds and ayu bought marshmallows and ice-cream..
i'd have to say it wasn't a loud and crazy party, but more of a chit chat relax just spend the day appreciating each other's company kinda thing.
.
& i like it =)
it made me feel more calmed and peaceful inside..
so like we watched 17again & half of Just My Luck.
and the rest of the time we just talked about guys and how much we get irritated with them.
haha
.
but whatever. guys are so long gone..
anyways, can't wait for the new semester of school..
i just need something to occupy my mind and make me forget my problems.
yup.
.
how do i feel right now?
i'm still in a state of shock.
i can't believe this just happened to me.
i'm still trying to accept reality.
am i sad?
i'm not sure.
depress?frustrated?
uhhh,not sure too..
but i can say i feel empty, clueless, lost, and i'm missing those happy moments SOOO much
=(
but i definitly know that i didn't do anything wrong AT ALL
& i don't deserve this kind of shitty treatments.
NO
those happy times are so far away now.
i just have to see how long i can take all of this in.
thanx for the day girls.
but i'm still just ?_?
.
yeah.
sighs
♥