first impressions
Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 5:56 AM
I slept at 3am the day before the first day of school cos i was too excited. hehe . and guess what?i was late-..- thankgod it was only after 5mins. and the best part was the lecturer complimented on my shoes when i gave a grand entrance hahahaha nice. . then there was TortLaw tutorial, and i guess i made a pretty good impression to Ms foo, until i slapped hansel. haiya i sooo regretted it, i didnt mean to! it was just a sudden reflex tingy going on. cos i was irritated with him i didn't know what to do. and apparently it was a loud one. gosh, i hope Ms foo doesnt think i'm one violet bitch. Violent when provoked made by Barney last semester and its really true o_0'' . met my dear Hani after that=D had a loooong chat and it was really a nice one eventhough we had to raise a few issues. i miss her. . ~ we know it is over between us status wise.but i know that we know we are not over within our hearts. we have seen each other grow literally-height,features,maturity,attitude,brains, and most importantly strength and believe. I have totally changed you into a whole new person since the day we got to know one another.& although you are not the person i fell in love with before,i do not regret a single thing.because you have realised the importance of life and how education plays a huge role in it.I am doing this because I do not want to see you suffer and regretful like my parents and like what we are going through now. yes,we. which is the reason why you left me.because you have wasted 19years of your life fooling around.& you are 19years behind time.that is why you need to catchup all the things you have missed.& for that to happen,I have to get out of the picture.to let you have catch it all back.at least that's what you think is the best way. but you know what, i respect your decision. i just want you to know,that i don't wana erase you from my mind. i want us to be friends.close friends.so that we get updated about each other like we used to. we don't have to worry or be sad about each other anymore.we can just be there and see each other happy,enjoy each other's company. because i still want to continue,to see you grow. you really mean alot to me and you have already made a big stamp to my life. i don't see why we should just be strangers after all the things we've been through. if you are reading this,well it's up to you if you still wanna be with me.as a friend. i hope you are reading this. because i have forgiven you a long,long time ago. zul~
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