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I've made a decision, & it's final
Monday, June 22, 2009, 6:54 AM
hello again=]
i had a talk with my dearest, aaand, I've realised in his voice and all that something is wrong. aaand, he is definitly not enjoying his holidays.
As it turns out, he is feeling the same way as I am. ♥Zul is miserable.
That is a living nightmare for me bcos, basically it is already bad enough that a couple is feeling blue. But the other is there to lift his/her spirits && make him/her feel happy again.
But BOTH couples feeling this way is really bad. The more both of us cannot be positive about things and change our perception.
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pure horrible.
what's happening?
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well,neither of us know. weather maybe? that's what i predicted.
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&& then i had my own crying time in the showers & i prayed for forgiveness and a better optimistic mind a few hours ago.
i felt better.
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but when i pulled all my guts together and told my parents bout it,
i felt much much MUCH better.
&& well, i've decided that i'm gona ask isyak for a transfer back to white sands coffee club. honestly,i cannot take it.
sabby, i'm so sorry.
&& if he won't let me, then i'm resigning.
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I don't want my dearest to suffer during his holidays. Not after what he has gone through for 2 months of attachment. He deserves a great break!
I'll make sure he has the best time of his life by not creating anymore nonsense and making him happy everytime he talks to me or meets me.
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I'm a very persevering and determined girl if anyone ever noticed.
So if I say i'm gona do it, fuck everything i'm really gona do it.
i love you zul, && there's nth that can replace this strong feeling I have towards you.
I'd do anything for you.
♥

~Lisah's calamity♥i'm a crazy bitch