I know it's been awhile. It feels so strange thinking about where all those times went, when I felt so sure everything was going to be fine. Although there were so many flaws I could pick out, I couldn't put aside those many good things you had too. The determination to hold us together at first, and then just letting it go at the end. It's that face. That big joyful, cheerful, bubbly face. It just wouldn't stop making my day. I still remember it so vividly.

And the next thing I know, i'm smelling that sports cologne. That cheeky chuckle, and that devilish insults. The laughs that came about so randomly always with no reason at all. The soft little peck on the back of my shoulders.

Life is so mean to me, for letting me lose moments and people I used to have moments with. Life is too short, for us to forget the people we share a certain period of our lives with. Life is like that, there is nothing we can do about life but to move on and live it till we die. Sounds harsh. That's life. So again with the cliche phrase" Treasure every second with that person at that time, cos you may never know when you will actually stop talking to that certain someone forever."

Will post about my birthday soon after i'm done with my very last belated celebration with Julius(: