people kept telling me "honey, it's not worth it."
and i keep asking myself, why am i so stubborn.
everything is going too fast for me.
i just need time to stop, just for a few minutes.
for me to realise and see what's really out there for me.
and i don't understand
why do i always give my all to a boy.
what i know is that, because he gives me so much happiness.
he gives me a reason to look forward to tomorrow.
he tells me that love movies are real.
he makes my heart beat so much everytime i open my eyes in the morning
and close my eyes before i go to sleep.
it's like as if i am the one in a movie.
pathetic and low is what people think of me.
but they should know that what i feel is so strong and beautiful.
that's how love is suppose to feel, for me.
like nothing can overcome it.
it's so strong and magical that, every small cut in the veins of my heart and his,
it will make me sick.
and i just realise this.
because i am sick.
how drama~
sigh