School:

1)GPA of 3 and above

2)Get into Modern Dance

3)Be more confident and in control whenever in BA & SIFE meetings

4)Get my priorities straight

5)Nomore procrastinating

Friends:

1)Have more heart-to-heart talks with them

2)Put in effort to keep the ones I have

3)Make new friends maybe

4)Help them more

Home:

1)Clean house every single day

2)Be more open & straightforward with mom&dad

3)Tutor siblings twice a week

Work:

1)Be committed

2)Work hard

3)Get compliments

Others:

1)Advance piano skills

2)Take-up dance
3)Save up enough to send siblings to religious class[& hopefully myself]

when i cried you were there

when i smiled you held my hand

when i laughed you hugged me tight

when i jumped you catch me fast

when i fell asleep you carried me to bed

when i forget you refreshed all the memories we made

when i danced you watched and clapped your hands

when i sing you smiled and sang along

i thought you must be

the one for me

i thought you were the only one

who could complete my poems and sing to me

if only i wasn't dreaming

and what i saw

turned out to be a reality~
.

Just like every morning when I wake up

The serenity and that snuggly feeling on my bedsheets

A little warm sinking in the tub

and some aromatic therapy

When I sense you, & glance your smile,

You make me feel all these things.

Yeah, I'm busy with school, family and myself.

Everyone is.

But I hate it when people use it as an excuse to not see me.

If it's seldom, then that's reasonable but when people do not even try to suggest another date to hangout and catch up,

I feel hurt.

It's like I'm here just when you need me.

&& when you don't, you go running off with new people and leave me there making me wait & wait & keep asking when when when are we gonna see each other.

I'm tired of listening to words that are just empty and meaningless.

People wanna live their own life now then fine.

Don't even try to explain.

I had fun while it lasted.

Goodbye.

I just felt like story-telling.

So we were at the cafe, having lunch.

After that he drives me to Sentosa to play with the sand and sea with me.

The water is glistening and calm.

The sun is friendly and everything just feels too good to be true.

But it is, as long as you are here with me

(:

You came out of the water walking towards me,dripping wet.

I handed over a soft white towel and we had ice tea to complement the weather.

We stayed to watch the sun sets.

The breeze dances around us.

You hold my chin, and kisses me softly on my cheek.

Then my lips.

It felt like i had known you forever~

You grab my hand and we race each other to your car.

You decide to go catch a midnight movie at the drive-in and I decide on the movie.

Yeah, we finish each other's sentences.

Just like that.

Holding you close, you put your arms around me and I feel like I'm the safest girl alive.

Never felt such security around anyone before.

After the movie, you took me out of the car and asked,

"Will you dance with me?"

I responded with just a smile and the song of the night started naturally not misisng a beat.

We lied under the stars the whole night,

and you finally whisper to me the words I've been waiting.....

Right now, all I can think about is what I want.

Noone really knows what's going through my head.

Yeah I'm fine, I'm living a great life right now.

I do have problems in school and financial wise.

But these things happen to everyone everyday.

It's normal.

However at times I can't help feeling empty.

Yes I do feel empty at times.

Because the life I used to live,

was full of motives & meanings.

Damn it.

Every single thing I do, I used to always think about that person,

Who defined the meaning of life for me.

Every step I walked, I'm always smiling.

Thinking to myself that whatever happens, I still have that person to talk to, to laugh with, to hug to share to everything.

I don't have to stop and think of a person to call or ask them out.

Cos that person is always on the top of my list.

When I trusts that person to giving that person my all.

Problems & problems arose everyday.

Every single day.

But I was too crazy over that person to care about those.

I just keep em at the back of my head and restart all over again.

I don't know what I want now.

What sucks the most is,

I have to depend on time now again

to see what happens next.

God, please help me go through this.

Either I move on, or someday,we'll see each other again..

pure genius.

you'll get so addicted, it actually affects your love life

I need an advice.

What should I do, or say to my parents

in order for them to put their fullest trust on me

and let me come back home as late as I want to?

i'm desperate here

Has been quite a while since i've been loved~

i couldn't find my shirt

So like i'm suppose to go for SIFE meeting with Arab.
But she can't go due to horrible food poisoning.
So here I am now still with my shirt on using my netbook on my bed.
awesome~
seems like a good timing to go and have breakfast at Mac's.
Sadly, i'm broke.
Yeah, nice starting hahah..

My weekends were awesome definitely!
Detailed updates on that:~
Saturday was just magical(:
Although I know it was one of the performances I regretted not giving my best,
it was a job well done thanks to my band for putting in time and effort even though they were really busy musicians.
&& hey it was quite big for a first timer like me, I was a nervous wreck.
heh~

&& it definitely was a new experience for me.
It made me more motivated to have more shows and gigs.
Thanks to the lovely crowd, they were a great audience really.
I was so thankful they answered me when I tried to interact with them on stage.
Extra-friendly to be exact.
XD

Took loads of pics with the other performers like She Falls Asleep,Kalysa & Yuna.
They are really nice people, you should hang out with them some time(:
&& then we had supper at simpang bedok.
A lovely way to end a beautiful day.

So then I slept at 2a.m. and woke up at 6 on Sunday.
Took cab with Arab and her siblings to Marsling where we met up with
her mom,Eileen,Jew,Barney & Pearlyn.
Took a van to JB and i'm telling ya, that girl's crib is one damn heaven for teenagers i swear!
Huge pool, huge house, huge rooms, huge backyard, huge SPEAKERS!
Plannin to have a christmas cum new year party there.
So sad I couldn't sleepover):
IT'S OK! WE'LL DO IT ONE DAY=D

So we ate prata for breakfast, then we karaoke-d till 2pm.
Had lunch and off to JUSCO for window shopping.
Bought my self a black shirt and I sooooo don't regret it!
Shopped for bbq stuff and then headed back to her place.

So started bbq-ing while the guys were swimming.
Yeah i regretted not bringing my swimming costume):
the water looks gooooddd~

yada3 reached home exactly at 12 midnight.

Today I went to school to start on my LSM 'project'.
Then went Orchard with them GET SLUTTY'S and watched Case 39.
Not that bad uh.

I got an interview tomorrow!
WISH ME LUCK~

MY DECEMBER
.
15 Tues-LSM project meeting
16 Wed-Job Hunt
18&23 Friday&Wed-Client Test meeting
24 Thurs-Christmas BBQ party
Between 19 and 22-Aiyunisablifah outing~

Nervous,
Tired,
Thanks for your support in anything & everything guys
^^
.
i'll update more after the hectic weekend kae??(:
love youxzs

OUUUHH SOO CUUTTEE!!

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

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i want his shirt

Khaalisah & Khalis!!!heeeeeeeeee

MicroEconomics test was so easy. Yet I've lost a whole page's worth of marks due to lack of time. Which sux BIG time.

Because that's a very lame excuse to be losing marks.

VERY.

I have never believed in time constraints.

So anyway, I'm gonna totally focus on my law subjects now since they are the core subjects.

Tort Law & Legal Letters.

Jam practices on Wed&Fri.

I don't think I've remembered all the lyrics yet.

Left with one song.

^^
portuegese

&& YES!~ I'm missin my ladies like hell)):

MUST make plans with me before hand & think of places to go pleeaassee??

I really don't know what you guys mind and what you guys don't.

If you are wondering how I am,

I'm fine(:

Things have been on my side, alhamdulillah.

Now I'm pondering if my parents actually let me go JB with Syifak for one day.

Her parents are coming along.

So I hope they allow me.

PLEEAASSEE DO!

^^

Handphone goes crazy again,pls call.

Can't receive or send messages.

=.=''

New hp calling my name~

Ouhkaay I cant WAIT! for test week tomorrow.

I hope I will ace em' ol and put up my best performance for Yuna's opening.

I am superduper shagged with practices & and helping out with my dad's gigs & studying in between;

GASP!!~

heh

but i'm having fun right now.

&& I need some advice on having casual conversations with strangers.

Would they find me weird if I suddenly ask which secondary school they were from?

=_=''

hahaah,it's so funny. Cos i've been wanting to talk with my band members but my dad is always there and it makes me feel so uncomfortable.

But he is not coming for Tuesday's jammin so I can try and make friends.

=D

Anyway, they are really skilled & talented musicians.

Everytime I hear em' play, I feel like I'm floatiiinngg.....

It's nice to finally meet people of my age who appreciates the same music as me.

Live & breathe music~

I always like to drift into my own world and create an illusion of what my definition of 'a perfect day' would be like.

:)

When I wake up around 8a.m. with the sun glaring on my face.

I see my handphone, beeping.

The very first msg i get, is from the person I adore most.

He greeted me with a smile saying" Gdmorning my love. Had a dream about cha yesterday(: I'd love to spend my day with you..Meet me at 12?"

I will then smile to myself and reply "See you soon dear".

Give a good stretch, get up and turns on the radio.

Go to the kitchen, make myself some delicious maple waffles, milk, hot milo, and maybe some toasts.

Yummy!

I've never had a breakfast like that before.

^^

After that wholesome breakfast, I take a long soak in the hot tub.

Pick out my outfit for the day; I like a nice fitting dress.

Put some make-up on, make myself look presentable at least.

hee~

&& most importantly, deoderant and perfume.

=D

Grab my purse, heels and off I go to meet my love~

I see him in that familiar black sleek Mazda car.

He gets out in this white crisp shirt, black jeans and black jacket.

Dreamy.

He comes over, hugs me and then gives me a kiss.

Such a warm affection.

Escorts me in the car, and bring me to a nice cafe for lunch.

With the latin music that surrounds the whole cafe, and the lovely furniture set up neatly.

It makes me feel so comfortable and happy.

He is having his usual ham and cheese with side orders, while I order my favourite baked rice.

I breath in the whole atmosphere and thought,"Nothing can be as perfect as this".

But it could.

As long as my love is beside me all the time.

Everything is alright.

Mr. Love, sir.

You make my life so beautiful.

Thank you

:)