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We are family!
Saturday, June 27, 2009, 10:23 PM
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previous outings&dates
Friday, June 26, 2009, 9:33 AM
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A new beginning^-^
Wednesday, June 24, 2009, 7:46 PM
yeaa i was nervous, and i already knew what he was gona say and i've prepared all my lines. he asked WHY? So i said that it was incovenient for me yada3 and then he smirked and said but it's just one stop away, it's not like it's orchard. weeell,i dun blame him for not believing me. Cos it's not the truth. But I can't possibly say i'm not happy working here? That's just,....impolite? && finally he said"i'll inform subhan" i feel guilty but this is what i want, so i'm happy with it. hope i can adapt back to he old environment. Then:School for 2hrs We decourated plates for our project. it was fun, cos we didn't do much of studying. My brain is still dead from the 2weeks of no studying. I want a week off from school to prepare myself man. End of sem test is soooo near, && guess what?I have 3 projects due JULY. Yup. 2pm:Project discussion I was trying my hardest to concentrate what sharifah was saying cos i'm damn shagged today. had work yest remember? then like 3+, rushed home to rest. 6pm:Transformers revenge of the fallen Met my love at cathay cinema e-hub and went in the theatre. i was 1min late XD i was surprised we had popcorns, hotdog n drink on my table. 1st time so rich ah.hehe the show was abit of a disappointment for me. the climax was too long until there wer no climax and there were many unecessary parts. that's my opinion, you should watch it and judge urself. So then we went kfc to eat and then i went hooomeee... Overall, great day=) i feel so free^-^ just what i wanted ~Lisah's calamity♥still crazy=)
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I've made a decision, & it's final
Monday, June 22, 2009, 6:54 AM
i had a talk with my dearest, aaand, I've realised in his voice and all that something is wrong. aaand, he is definitly not enjoying his holidays. As it turns out, he is feeling the same way as I am. ♥Zul is miserable. That is a living nightmare for me bcos, basically it is already bad enough that a couple is feeling blue. But the other is there to lift his/her spirits && make him/her feel happy again. But BOTH couples feeling this way is really bad. The more both of us cannot be positive about things and change our perception. - pure horrible. what's happening? - well,neither of us know. weather maybe? that's what i predicted. - && then i had my own crying time in the showers & i prayed for forgiveness and a better optimistic mind a few hours ago. i felt better. - but when i pulled all my guts together and told my parents bout it, i felt much much MUCH better. && well, i've decided that i'm gona ask isyak for a transfer back to white sands coffee club. honestly,i cannot take it. sabby, i'm so sorry. && if he won't let me, then i'm resigning. - I don't want my dearest to suffer during his holidays. Not after what he has gone through for 2 months of attachment. He deserves a great break! I'll make sure he has the best time of his life by not creating anymore nonsense and making him happy everytime he talks to me or meets me. - I'm a very persevering and determined girl if anyone ever noticed. So if I say i'm gona do it, fuck everything i'm really gona do it. i love you zul, && there's nth that can replace this strong feeling I have towards you. I'd do anything for you. ♥ ~Lisah's calamity♥i'm a crazy bitch |
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what a WEEK!
Sunday, June 21, 2009, 5:31 AM
I have been quite busy with outings as you can see from my previous post..
&& i really really hate work.I want to transfer back to white sands but i'm scared to ask mr isyak. =X supreme court visit was awesome and scary!the people there make you feel damn tiny. but it was damn fun for sure! I'm not done with my macroeconomics assignment and i feel so miserable these days=((( i duno if it's because i miss zul so much or because i hate work or because skewl is starting.. i'm confused and i hate feeling like this. suddenly i can't take a day without seeing my beby.i don't nwoe if it's because i miss those days when i get to see him every single day and even if i dun get to see him once,i noe that for sure i'll see him the next day and i'd be so happy cos the next day is gona come.. arrgghh.. and work is making me feel even worst.i wana change back to retail. wth is wrong with me. i don't wanna tell zul cos i noe he will get angry with me. i want to be the happy go lucky girl like whom i used to be but,time constrains are making me stressed out. i'm trying my best here.really,and like i sed..werk is making me feel worst.WORST! i miss you beby♥ |
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Who made it through
Thursday, June 11, 2009, 8:48 PM
Well, maybe another reason for not getting through the first round is due to my brain malfunction therefore I couldn't answer the questions that was given to me by the producers, properly.
Congrats to this guy who had won the producers' hearts and to others who did too =] ~Lisah's Calamity♥ |
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That grey bloke!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009, 7:40 PM
LAUGH MY ASS OFF! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA ~Lisah's Calamity♥ |
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the REAL world
, 10:00 AM
So one day a friend of mine started giving us 'sudden departures' as I might call it, in the middle of conversations in school.
&& I as a person who is afraid of making enemies started to think that maybe there's something I did wrong. But people know that I'm the kind of person who doesn't disturb anyone under the condition where if he or she doesn't disturb me. And even so, I don't give a fuckin shit to these people who wants to give me attitude for a very inappropriate reason. Basically & honestly, I don't care. Cos these people are just insignificant in my life. I do not lose anything if they hate me for whatever crap I did to them? Like, ouh i don't know...Not entertaining them? Making this friend of mine feeling left out? I want to make you(this friend of mine) & other people who dislike me for I don't know what reasons, be aware that, non of you have gone through the crap my family and I had. There are 6 total people in my family. All my 3 siblings are younger than me. My dad is very VERY ill. He is unfit to work, even if he wants to, he can't cos he only finished his education level in Sec.2 My mom is the only breadwinner of the family and she is just a cashier who earns 1.5k per mnth. We have been slobbing like fuck to survive.Just to SURVIVE each day. and the LEAST I would want in my life is to MAKE ENEMIES.Don't you think so?? YOU on the other hand, are what YOU call yourselves 'horizontally challenged' and 'left out'. && you even judged me before knowing me. Called me a silent bitch who backstab people just because I don't talk to you much? Err..Wtf? People are dying of hunger in Africa and you claim yourself being fat a problem?? Like I said, people who judge me before getting to know me can fuck off. My past was horrible.&& i've changed. I'm growing up. I'm nice to you if you are nice to me.It's as simple as that. && you know what my friend?I regretted trying to befriend you again and forgive & forget what you did because frankly speaking, I can see that you didn't accept my sincere gesture and it's fine by me. I won't care anymore. I'll save my energy for people who deserves it more. Like people who WANTS to be around me for the right reasons. Don't take this the wrong way. I'm not a girl who lives to hate people. I'm a normal person like everybody else. I'm down to earth, I love to talk and make new friends, I'm outspoken, I'm crazy. But if you don't play nice, then I'll treat you the same way.Life is fair ain't it? Gdnytee=) ~Lisah's Calamity♥ |
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What the HAIRBALL!
Monday, June 8, 2009, 7:55 AM
a very close friend who one day ran away with your sister
gee, i'm being used now?? seems like you want to put your life on the edge. oh boy,you are so gonna die =) ~Lisah's calamity♥ |
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picturess peoplee!
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my most disappointed
Saturday, June 6, 2009, 6:56 AM
photos?hmm,i'm kinda lost with who to get it from..
disappointed?beyond expected. cramps?maybe it's cos of that that leads to the mood swines mood swines?don't ask. fucked up?how can i fucking not be? girls?i'm so very sorry.hais who am i?lisah what's your uniqueness?used to be singing i guess used to be?seems like i actually don't have what it takes seems like?I thought I was okae!fuck fuck?i'm gettin really really affected by what happened a few hours ago but why?didn't you NOT want to take part in the first place?true. i just want to prove to people your motive is just to prove?i guess it's the way i'm brought up.it's all about proving.even if i don't WANT to do it but i wana prove that I CAN do it.I can do anything=( building blocks..tsk tsk i need to do something for my bebs.but i'm lacking in cash another eff-ing moment for me! thanx shariffah,i love my new hair!! ♥lisah's calamity |
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I'm a HAPPY girl!=D
Thursday, June 4, 2009, 7:04 AM
But even BEFORE THAT, I had a lovely start of the day too ya know=)) I met Shariffah at her busstop, then we went tampines to collect my new SPECS!as you can seeXD So then we had breakfast, well I had breakfast.Ate $1.80 nasi ayam and ice milo while she just had her soya bean. Then for some reason she wanted to go into Ta Zhiang accessory shop and we did some clips shoppingXD okaeokae so anyway, like shariffah said,when she saw the test paper that reads: building blocks a)s.3(1) b)s.3(2) c)s.3(5) she literally wanted to dance at the front of the lecture hall. So like after the test, me,her,colin,pearlyn,omar,elsie went TM and ate at Pastamania.Embarrassingly, it was my first time eatin there. Wasn't that bad,just very EX$$$ XD here comes HOLIDAAY!! && IM CUTTIN MY HAIR 2MORO WITH SHIFAK!HAHAHAHAHA ~Lisah's calamity♥ adrenaline rush is comin in
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