my thoughts~
Sunday, December 20, 2009, 6:32 AM
Right now, all I can think about is what I want. Noone really knows what's going through my head. Yeah I'm fine, I'm living a great life right now. I do have problems in school and financial wise. But these things happen to everyone everyday. It's normal. However at times I can't help feeling empty. Yes I do feel empty at times. Because the life I used to live, was full of motives & meanings. Damn it. Every single thing I do, I used to always think about that person, Who defined the meaning of life for me. Every step I walked, I'm always smiling. Thinking to myself that whatever happens, I still have that person to talk to, to laugh with, to hug to share to everything. I don't have to stop and think of a person to call or ask them out. Cos that person is always on the top of my list. When I trusts that person to giving that person my all. Problems & problems arose everyday. Every single day. But I was too crazy over that person to care about those. I just keep em at the back of my head and restart all over again. I don't know what I want now. What sucks the most is, I have to depend on time now again to see what happens next. God, please help me go through this. Either I move on, or someday,we'll see each other again..
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