So one day a friend of mine started giving us 'sudden departures' as I might call it, in the middle of conversations in school.
&& I as a person who is afraid of making enemies started to think that maybe there's something I did wrong.
But people know that I'm the kind of person who doesn't disturb anyone under the condition where if he or she doesn't disturb me.
And even so, I don't give a fuckin shit to these people who wants to give me attitude for a very inappropriate reason.
Basically & honestly, I don't care.

Cos these people are just insignificant in my life.
I do not lose anything if they hate me for whatever crap I did to them?
Like, ouh i don't know...Not entertaining them? Making this friend of mine feeling left out?

I want to make you(this friend of mine) & other people who dislike me for I don't know what reasons, be aware that,
non of you have gone through the crap my family and I had.

There are 6 total people in my family.
All my 3 siblings are younger than me.
My dad is very VERY ill. He is unfit to work, even if he wants to, he can't cos he only finished his education level in Sec.2
My mom is the only breadwinner of the family and she is just a cashier who earns 1.5k per mnth.
We have been slobbing like fuck to survive.Just to SURVIVE each day.
and the LEAST I would want in my life is to MAKE ENEMIES.Don't you think so??
YOU on the other hand, are what YOU call yourselves 'horizontally challenged' and 'left out'.
&& you even judged me before knowing me. Called me a silent bitch who backstab people just because I don't talk to you much?

Err..Wtf?

People are dying of hunger in Africa and you claim yourself being fat a problem??
Like I said, people who judge me before getting to know me can fuck off.
My past was horrible.&& i've changed.
I'm growing up.
I'm nice to you if you are nice to me.It's as simple as that.

&& you know what my friend?I regretted trying to befriend you again and forgive & forget what you did because frankly speaking, I can see that you didn't accept my sincere gesture and it's fine by me.
I won't care anymore.
I'll save my energy for people who deserves it more.
Like people who WANTS to be around me for the right reasons.

Don't take this the wrong way.
I'm not a girl who lives to hate people.
I'm a normal person like everybody else.

I'm down to earth, I love to talk and make new friends, I'm outspoken, I'm crazy.

But if you don't play nice, then I'll treat you the same way.Life is fair ain't it?

Gdnytee=)

~Lisah's Calamity♥