~Simply Lisah♥

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 1:49 AM

Stop Acting

Yeah, I'm busy with school, family and myself.

Everyone is.

But I hate it when people use it as an excuse to not see me.

If it's seldom, then that's reasonable but when people do not even try to suggest another date to hangout and catch up,

I feel hurt.

It's like I'm here just when you need me.

&& when you don't, you go running off with new people and leave me there making me wait & wait & keep asking when when when are we gonna see each other.

I'm tired of listening to words that are just empty and meaningless.

People wanna live their own life now then fine.

Don't even try to explain.

I had fun while it lasted.

Goodbye.

Monday, December 21, 2009 6:11 AM

Perfect Day part 2

I just felt like story-telling.

So we were at the cafe, having lunch.

After that he drives me to Sentosa to play with the sand and sea with me.

The water is glistening and calm.

The sun is friendly and everything just feels too good to be true.

But it is, as long as you are here with me

You came out of the water walking towards me,dripping wet.

I handed over a soft white towel and we had ice tea to complement the weather.

We stayed to watch the sun sets.

The breeze dances around us.

You hold my chin, and kisses me softly on my cheek.

Then my lips.

It felt like i had known you forever~

You grab my hand and we race each other to your car.

You decide to go catch a midnight movie at the drive-in and I decide on the movie.

Yeah, we finish each other's sentences.

Just like that.

Holding you close, you put your arms around me and I feel like I'm the safest girl alive.

Never felt such security around anyone before.

After the movie, you took me out of the car and asked,

"Will you dance with me?"

I responded with just a smile and the song of the night started naturally not misisng a beat.

We lied under the stars the whole night,

and you finally whisper to me the words I've been waiting.....

Sunday, December 20, 2009 6:32 AM

my thoughts~

Right now, all I can think about is what I want.

Noone really knows what's going through my head.

Yeah I'm fine, I'm living a great life right now.

I do have problems in school and financial wise.

But these things happen to everyone everyday.

It's normal.

However at times I can't help feeling empty.

Yes I do feel empty at times.

Because the life I used to live,

was full of motives & meanings.

Damn it.

Every single thing I do, I used to always think about that person,

Who defined the meaning of life for me.

Every step I walked, I'm always smiling.

Thinking to myself that whatever happens, I still have that person to talk to, to laugh with, to hug to share to everything.

I don't have to stop and think of a person to call or ask them out.

Cos that person is always on the top of my list.

When I trusts that person to giving that person my all.

Problems & problems arose everyday.

Every single day.

But I was too crazy over that person to care about those.

I just keep em at the back of my head and restart all over again.

I don't know what I want now.

What sucks the most is,

I have to depend on time now again

to see what happens next.

God, please help me go through this.

Either I move on, or someday,we'll see each other again..

5:58 AM

the notebook~

pure genius.

you'll get so addicted, it actually affects your love life

Saturday, December 19, 2009 2:24 AM

Curfews~

I need an advice.

What should I do, or say to my parents

in order for them to put their fullest trust on me

and let me come back home as late as I want to?

i'm desperate here

1:30 AM

i hate to see you cry
lying there in that position
there's things you need to hear
so turn off your tears
and listen

pain throws your heart to the ground
love turns the whole thing around
no it won't all go the way it should
but i know the heart of life is good

you know, it's nothing new
bad news never had good timing
but then, the circle of your friends
will defend the silver lining

Friday, December 18, 2009 6:35 AM

well~

Has been quite a while since i've been loved~

heh